Post by Angie on Nov 2, 2008 15:08:22 GMT -5
OMG, it was very hard. But then somethin like this is never easy...
I totaly lost it when Brett came into my sight, and I was way down the line, Well I actually lost it when my dad lost it... Anyone that knows my dad knows that he NEVER cries, but then what man does... Well anyhoo... Everyone else in line was just shaking Bretts hand, I was like NOPE I am giving him a hug. I just didn't want to let go. I couldn't talk, I just wisperd to him, I am so sorry and hugged him a little tighter, and Jamie's parents, I could hardly make eye contact with them I felt so guilty, not trying to get to know Jamie better, when in the back of my mind I always wanted to. I should have made a better effort to at least say I was sorry, but I just could't find the words. So far I have had two people say to me...
"You should religh in your faith to see you through this, and I know that you have faith!! She is up there on our side, there to guide her daughter with every footstep she takes!"
Another wize friend of mine said...
"Sure people leave us. But its not about how they die. its about the life they lived."
Some powerful words to live by!! Which I know I can do.
Please keep Brett and his family in your prayers, Also Jamie's family as well.
Thank you all so very much. It means the world to me to know that you are all here for me!! XXOO
I totaly lost it when Brett came into my sight, and I was way down the line, Well I actually lost it when my dad lost it... Anyone that knows my dad knows that he NEVER cries, but then what man does... Well anyhoo... Everyone else in line was just shaking Bretts hand, I was like NOPE I am giving him a hug. I just didn't want to let go. I couldn't talk, I just wisperd to him, I am so sorry and hugged him a little tighter, and Jamie's parents, I could hardly make eye contact with them I felt so guilty, not trying to get to know Jamie better, when in the back of my mind I always wanted to. I should have made a better effort to at least say I was sorry, but I just could't find the words. So far I have had two people say to me...
"You should religh in your faith to see you through this, and I know that you have faith!! She is up there on our side, there to guide her daughter with every footstep she takes!"
Another wize friend of mine said...
"Sure people leave us. But its not about how they die. its about the life they lived."
Some powerful words to live by!! Which I know I can do.
Please keep Brett and his family in your prayers, Also Jamie's family as well.
Thank you all so very much. It means the world to me to know that you are all here for me!! XXOO
